Who knows...

 Her mind feels empty, 

but there are millions of thoughts just screaming to escape, 

fake smiles and beautiful lies,

had become a daily routine,

she is trapped inside her own mind, 

but she makes it seem like everything is fine.

constant judgement, countless mistakes,

no hand to hold, no shoulder to cry on,

she lives in this darkness, hoping for some light.

adult responsibilities and high expectations,

big dreams but no incitement

wants to break free, but has nowhere to go. 

she drowns herself everyday from her own words,

maybe she was just not meant for this world,

or perhaps her monstrous mind can turn her into a fighter. 

who knows?...